what am I contradicting by saying a man’s gonna be a man?

Sha’s feelings.

We hurt her

That’s not what being a man means, taking what you want at the expense of others.

Growth without restraint is cancerous, as is desire without love.


At least it can be I’d imagine, I’m not a doctor. We should probably at least keep an eye on such things, get them checked out by the dermatologist if they’re growing or changing colors.

Reading Web MD

always freaks me out.

sha was a freak

What is a freak?

Remember when she

cheated on us

that night when we were in California and she called us crying in the cab ride home?

drunk and high we were like, talk in the morn, proud you told me babe, need to process

love you though, but morning babe morning, good talk

We were expecting it. We’d seen enough patterns.

We knew she was still playing, still learning how to settle down.

But then the following year same scenario when we cheat on her with that

hometown homegirl

we knew, and then called her to tell her about it? Almost the same scenario a year apart but…