We respected each other’s creativity,

we could have had more

But we started to recognize that she wasn’t in control.

There was other stuff going on.
 

the beginning of our respect for her as a person

but then why did we get so butt hurt the next time she rejected us that we moved all the way to fuckin mexico?


Oh yeah that was an impulsive rideshare we found on Craigslist. We only stayed down there for three months.
 

timing was sure coincidental

n-e-wayz

We rented that little house to ourselves after we moved out from her apartment though and before Mexico.

We had a car and were walking distance to downtown Redlands. We were trying to make a go at writing.

But when we’d sit down we had nothing to say.

confidence

I don’t think so, we’ve always been confident

delusionally so

But there were more lessons out there, and not just in books or women. We craved more travel and 1st hand experience of the world.

I too remember us reading siddhartha