And my friend did get clean. She went home to drink deep from that inexhaustible well some of us are still blessed with
a mother’s love

Then I opened my apartment back up to her for one more try. But this time it WAS selfish. I needed her.
I lived deep within the heart of this empire-loving culture for the past five years and I was starting to work my way out to see it objectively again.
I needed her now as a friend, to ground me as I
inspected myself







